sobota, 24 listopada 2018

you're a woman.

you can't be a scientist,
engineer, craftsman,
repairer, mechanic,
you're a woman

you can't wear
anything too revealing,
which would distract anyone,
you're a woman

you shouldn't be
swearing so much,
it's not ladylike,
you're a woman

you have to have kids!
you know how many people
want one?! you have to,
you're a woman

you have to wear dresses,
skirts, sexy clothes, be thin,
be happy no matter what,
you're a woman

you can't complain, that
others smack your butt
or touch you when you don't want to,
you're a woman

he probably insulted you,
because that's what you wanted,
should've not worn this!
you're a woman

let me tell you, what i can
and what i can't do.
because i am a woman.

i can do whatever the fuck
i want. i don't need your
consent to be myself.
i am a woman.

środa, 7 listopada 2018

for Mama

thank you

thank you
for caring when no one else
seemed to care.

thank you
for letting me cry
when i needed it the most.

thank you
for holding me tight when all
my shattered pieces were falling apart.

thank you
for having my back
through my whole life.

thank you
for supporting me through
my countless highs and lows.

thank you
for showing me the meaning
of unconditional love.

thank you
for showing me
the true colors of life.

wtorek, 6 listopada 2018

so you left.

and you think it's okay
to leave a girl behind
that doesn't know her own self?

you thought i'd be fine?
everything will be alright?
that i won't feel left behind?

you broke my soul.
and it wouldn't heal.
and it was left like this
for years.

a broken soul can hardly heal.
but when it does?
it's unbreakable.

you thought you hurt me?
well, you did.
but now i am thankful.

you broke my soul
but it made me unbreakable
and stronger than ever before.

thank you.




kt.

niedziela, 4 listopada 2018

the eyes

the eyes that 
could easily open my soul
to spread all the
secrets i've ever kept.

the eyes that 
dig so deep
that i feel stripped
in a room full of
people.

the eyes that
show all kinds of
emotions
that i've never seen before

the eyes that
i could fall in love with
more and more
with every day that passes by.

the eyes that
speak more than a million
words just by
one single stare.

the eyes that
i noticed only in him.


kt.

sobota, 11 sierpnia 2018

11/08/2018

it’s days like this

it’s days like this. 
it’s days like this, when you just lose it. 
it’s days like this, when everything falls apart. 
it’s days like this, you just wish you were never born. 
it’s days like this, you realise how little it takes to completely ruin everything you’ve worked so hard on. 
it’s days like this, you suddenly forget all the progress you did. 
it’s days like this, you just want to go back to all your bad habits. 
the truth is: you never grow out of something. 
once an addict, always an addict. 
it’s always going to be a part of you. forever. 
as much as you don’t want it to be, it is. 
no matter how hard you work on it, when the trigger is pulled, you lose it. 
it happened again. all the thoughts are back. it’s so hard to not do the things my mind tells me to do. it shouldn’t ever happen. but it does. 
you’re so much stronger than that. don’t cry. 
but it just goes. it runs down your face. in the most unexpected moment. even tho you didn’t want it. 
it will always be a part of you. no matter how hard you don’t want it to be. 
it’s days like this, you realise you aren’t strong at all. it’s days like this, you realise how week you actually are. 

it’s days like this, when you wish it was all over. 

kt